I just came from a manifestation against delinquency and insecurity here in my hometown. I have to confess I had to hold my tears when I first got there; so many people claiming for a solution and supporting relatives of recent victims of crimes. I felt proud and angry at the same time.
It’s a shame to hear the same promises coming from the same corrupt people that does nothing significant about our situation. Is it ever going to change? Don’t they care about it? It’s their city too, and it used to be so beautiful.
A long time ago I decided that if I know someone and I like him, I’ll just let him know that I do, even if it makes me look ridiculous, even if he doesn’t like me back. It has worked sometimes, so I just go for it, what is there to loose?
But there’s a certain someone I know from years ago and, argh!, is particulary too damn slow. He’s not the hottest guy or not even my “type” but he’s just soo sweet and awkwardly cute when he talks to me. I saw him on Saturday night (after a loong time) and he happens to be single again, so I took my chances and kind of like asked him to ask me out. We’ve always had this (I really don’t know how to call it) vibe?. But you know… you know what he did? he GAVE ME HIS number. It’s almost the dumbest thing in the world, I’m not going to ask YOU out, you little moron. I know he likes me, and I’m trying to let him know that I like him too. Maybe I messed up, maybe I don’t know how to pick up a guy, maybe he’s seen someone or doesn’t want to be with anyone at all.
I should have made a missed call at the moment so he would save my number too, I know, but as I already said, he could be with someone else.
Or maybe it’s just me… I don’t know.
