05.19.2014 

Do you ever sit down, think for a moment, and wonder if it was really you the one who did what you’ve done?

sit think you 
 02.22.2014   02.22.2014   02.12.2014 

I want to see him

I said to myself in front of the mirror while getting ready to go out. And I felt relieved, I can tell people he’s completely forgotten, but lying to myself isn’t working anymore.

Truth is I want to meet him everytime I go outside, and those hazy moments when I accidentally find him, I freeze, he says hi, he always says hi, and his eyes… even my mom made a comment about his eyes the first time she saw him talking on tv. If you could just see the way he looks at me, the way he stares, he talks without words. And I die a little each time, I feel stabbed, betrayed, empty, stupid, so stupid, eagerly waiting for him to turn around and say -Here I am, I told you I would come back for you…

My grandma told me today -Isn’t it nice having someone you can think about and smile? After all the shit, smile.

 02.3.2014 
And heere’s my favourite one, Palmas do Arboredo, love it.

And heere’s my favourite one, Palmas do Arboredo, love it.

 02.3.2014 
That’s me, once again at Moçambique beach in Florianopolis. Probably my second favourite beach.

That’s me, once again at Moçambique beach in Florianopolis. Probably my second favourite beach.

 01.8.2014   01.3.2014 

I don’t feel like

cooking

or eating

or washing the dishes

.

I don’t feel like coming out of bed

or thinking what to wear

.

Or looking at people when I walk down the street

looking at men and their stupid faces

faces that aren’t yours

.

I don’t feel like

thinking about you and what you’re doing

or me

and what should I do about it

or me

and what I’m not doing

or feel like doing

.

Truth is

I don’t feel like I’m awake

not if you’re not near me

 12.12.2013 
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 12.10.2013 

I know my period is coming and I know that this is normal. But I feel so, so, so sad. Everything is a mess, every little thing. A hug, a kiss, and love, that’s all I want, and it’s still less than what I need. I need distances to be shortened, and time to dissapear. I need you here.

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